it's so ironic that NO ONE reads this when EVERYONE wanted me to start one.  oh well.  perhaps mister sanyo will just continue to read to make fun of me.  well, went to amoeba with chris, (maxx never took me!)  and got morrissey cds!  woo hoo.  inspiring words in the "southpaw grammer".

"there's too many people

planning your downfall

when your spirit's on trial

these nights can be frightening

sleep transports sadness

to some other mid-brain

but somebody here

will not be here next year

so stand by the board

full of fear and intention

if you think that they're listening

well you've got to be joking

oh you understand change

and you think it's essential

but when your profession

is humiliation"